To Fill The Hole

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I once read that we, human have a little hole in our heart, our mind, ourselves. It said that the hole can't really disappear until we die, it only can become smaller or bigger.

Have your ever feel that something is missing from your life? Maybe, it's because your little hole. Since we can't really make it disappear, to fill that hole, we only can try to fill the hole with something make us happy. To get rid the feeling of longing for something. It can really bother us, doesn't it? We try to fill with delicious food, shopping, romantic relationship, binge watching, binge eating... or even worse, with drugs and alcohol. We crave for something make us happy over and over, that we can call it an addiction. Yet that hole is still there.

It sucks, really. When you just want to enjoy life and nothing else, feel enough for yourself, but that feeling of missing something hits your hard. Maybe it's a part from human instinct, to grow and improving their live. I always think that if we know our goals, our purpose, the feeling of longing something won't feel that bad. Maybe we can just bear it for a while, take a time, and then move on to goals. But what if you don't know your goals? What if you still don't know what will you do in your live? You don't know what to do, and then you feel something is missing from your life and you even don't know how or what you needed to fill the hole.

Well, maybe that is what we call life. Maybe we needed it. But still we don't like it.